lolagirl

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About lolagirl

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    Just sittin' here watchin' the wheels go round-n-round
  • Birthday 10/13/1999

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  • Real Name
    Lola
  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Detroit, Mi
  • Interests
    Wine, weed, pugs, gardening, cooking and travel.
  • Baby Due Date
    the twelfth of never
  • How did you find LL?
    the knot

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  1. This is soooo cute, l just realized that the cake has a cottage on it! l love it. xo xo
  2. Thanks girls! l appreciate you. xo xo
  3. oh my god!! No way!! Mar that looks amazing, l can't even believe it's the same yard. Wow! you just added a whole new level to your home, never mind the value you added. You should be really proud of yourself, it looks amazing. l would just go out and stand there in awe every free second l had!
  4. Thanks Mar, she is a shop girl! She does really good there. And everyone loves her. l feel fortunate that l'm able to do that.
  5. Thanks ladies, we are doing ok, and l know it's for the better but damn Stellie was my girl. l just miss smelling her, and rolling up her ear and biting it. l so happy she is with her sis and not in pain, it makes it so much easier. love you guys.
  6. Our sweet Stella passed away at home on Monday night. We went up north and had an awesome weekend everyone loved her up and she was eating pretty good. She just chilled and got loved. Monday morning after everyone left her breathing became slightly labored. We drove home and put her in bed, she wouldn't eat and l knew she was near the end. l laid in bed with her for hours telling her how rich she made my life, and what a special dog she is, l talked about all the great things we did together and how she was the sweet spot in my life and that it's ok to go to her sissy. l kissed her goodbye and told her l love her. Todd stayed up in the spare room with her and l took Agnes down to our bed. Around midnight he came down and said ..did you just call for me? l said no and he said, our girl is gone. l asked him if she was wrapped up and safe and he said she is so safe. And you guys, l slept. l actually slept peacefully. l woke up in the morning and l was crying a little and Agnes licked my tears. Todd took her to the vet first thing, l didn't want to see her. l already had my special time with her. Luckily l had that day off and l was just wasted. lt felt like a nightmare, l kept thinking, l have to get Stellie up for food and a shot, l should take Stellie out to potty, l should go to the market and get her green beans, and every time l realized she was gone, it was like someone punched me in the stomach and l would just bury my face and cry that guttural cry. And then l was ok. Because l know her quality of life was waning, and we were not treating her we were just making her comfortable, and she freakin' missed her sis to the point it almost killed her. She was staying alive for us and fighting the good fight for us, and my brave baby just couldn't do it any more. She was diabetic, and tumors were growing on her stomach and she was arthritic. She was tired. l am no longer waiting for the other shoe to drop, and l know she is no longer in pain, but she is not in a better place, we were her best place and that's what makes it so sad. l want my little family back so bad, but l know that's impossible and now I have to focus on Aggie, and give her a sweet life. This had been a fucked few months. Here's a pic we took at the cottage the night before she passed. Rest easy my sweet angel.
  7. Thanks Em, we are doing really well and l feel the bond being set! She is pretty cute Dee. Thanks.
  8. Thank you Emily, l had a really nice day! xo
  9. Thank you for all of that Gera! My favorite things.
  10. She's a ride or die kinda gal.
  11. hahaha oh man....they are good dogs. Here's Amanda, a girl I work with and Agnes. She's our shop dog! This makes Aggie look so big, but in reality, he head is about the size of a golf ball!
  12. Thanks Dee, l swear l almost can't look at them sometimes the pain is still so real. l'm glad l have all those pics tho. l can't wait for the day when it doesn't hurt to look at them.
  13. Isn't it funny how a nice appliance can get us excited now? lol That fridge is kick ass! l love the color of the walls in your dining room, what is it? Your boys are beautiful, l love Reddingtons little face, it looks like he's smiling.
  14. Rach, that was my thought, and Stellie is slooooowly warming up to her. Like she let Agnes sleep on her but when she's awake Stellie is like ummmmm no! lf Stella were younger and healthier I would be like, buck up buttercup, she's your new sis, but l'm so protective of her. I was going to ask you about that Dee, maybe we will go through this journey together. lol The good news is Agnes is an amazing little creature, she is so good at work, she just lays in her bag chews on her chewie, or sits on clients laps. The girls at the salon LOVE her, one girl came in on her day off just to hold and snuggle her. So she is being socialized and is truly a chill little babe.
  15. Thank you guys, l know she will grow on me, l'm feeling the love more and more. Rachel the first day I was just going through the motions, she would never know that l was lukewarm on her, that's another thing that scares me, that she will know how l feel so I 'over do ' it. I took her to work today and she was an absolute doll. Every client swooned and fought to hold her and when she wasn't being held, she just slept in her carrier like a sweetheart. All the girls at the salon adore her and are happy to have her there, so that's a relief. She is truly a REALLY good dog. No accidents in the house, Stella puts her in her place and she rolls on her back to show submission, and she is really engaging. Thanks for your words of support.